*ANGRY FLAIL*

Grrrr! *stomp* *pound* *throws laptop out the window* *stomps moar* *gets laptop and brushes off the snow*

Fuck!

I am finding photoshop SO HARD! *cries*

Don't you hate it when your brain and ambitions FAR outsize your talent? I KNOW I can do this, but yet ... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO!

*breathes*

Why can't I just wake up and be amazing? Seriously, is that too much to ask? ;)

Okay, I've calmed down, I'll go back and try some more.

(BTW, this isn't a plea for people to tell me how amazing I already am, because pffft DUH! *polishes nails* Just tell me to chill, and be patient and EVENTUALLY shit will make sense and my motivation will more closely match my skill-set. Or, my motivation will lower itself and that might solve the problem too. ;)

Take THAT you whore!

Mwahahahaha!

Okay, it's not great, but it is quite the photoshop milestone for me.
Thank god for youtube tutorials.

I'm still a million miles from where I want to be, but ... meh. I honestly prefer traditional media. I'll stare much longer at a 'real' painting than I will a digital one, but for cartoon fandoms, nothing looks better than digital.

Thanks for all the hugs and advice guys!

( My hours of wrangling under the cut (Megamind art) )